Perks of Being a Mom

I never knew how HARD it was to be a mom.
I never knew how much SLEEP you don’t get.
I never knew how much ATTENTION they needed.
I never knew how much UNCONDITIONAL love you can receive.
But there are so many things I love about being a mom.

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The Stages of Tatum Cole

Since everybody doesn’t even notice I’m around because the handsome boy Tatum Cole is always stealing the show. I am getting to the point where I don’t even think people see me anymore. I thought since everybody loves him as much as I do, it’s only right to show all of his many stages. I hope you love all of his precious moments as much as I do.

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I’m waiting..

Wondering, pondering, thinking, always seems to lead to waiting…

I’m waiting on the day, when our eyes first meet.

I’m waiting on the day, when we are so nervous it’s awkward.

I’m waiting on the day, when we have our first kiss.

I’m waiting on the day, where you make me laugh so hard I can’t breathe.

I’m waiting on the day, we can’t go a a day without talking to each other.

I’m waiting on the day, we face every challenge that come our way together.

I’m waiting on the day, we have our first date.

I’m waiting on the day, he says ” Will you be mine?”

I’m waiting on the day, we decide to go on an adventure together.

I’m waiting on the day, when he always puts me first.

Im waiting on the day, he says “I love you.” 

I’m waiting on the day, we fight but push through it.

I’m waiting on the day, he gives me a ring and promises me I’m all his.

I’m waiting on the day, I see my picture with his words under it.

I’m waiting on the day, he shows me off.

I’m waiting on the day, he says he wants to spend the rest of his life with me.

I’m waiting on the day, he gets down on one knee.

I’m waiting on the day, I walk down the alter and say, “I do.”

I’m waiting on the day, when we’ve told people how we’ve met over a billion times.

I’m waiting on the day, he shares his world with me.

I’m waiting on the day, we find our home.

I’m waiting on the day, I tell you, ” You’re going to be a father.”

I’m waiting on the day, we raise our children together.

I’m waiting on the day, we see them off to college.

I’m waiting on the day, we accomplish our goals together.

I’m waiting on the day, when we grow old together.

I’m waiting on the day, when I no longer have to wait for you…

Because I know where you’ll be, right next to me.

Why is it?

Why is that when someone comes into our lives and we feel like they are the perfect one for us?

Why is that we would give up anything or anyone just for them?

Why is it that you can’t stop thinking about them every second? Wondering what there doing, who there with, and how’s there day?

Why is it that you know there no good for you and you keep going after them?

Why is it that we continue to try and try again knowing we will fail?

Why is is that we know they don’t want anything more than friends but we still continue to pursue?

What is it? Why does this happen? How do we let people get to us?

I don’t ever understand how we feel this way about one specific person.

I don’t understand how we try and try again knowing there’s no possibility of it ever happening.

These are the questions we ask everyday even when the answers are wrong we still don’t choose what’s right.

Things I’ll never understand.

Coincidence.. Or Nah?

I’ve always thought that after one relationship goes bad that the next one will be better and different..

Wouldn’t you think that?

So far this is what has happened in the passed few relationships I’ve tried to start:

– Recently, just found out that Sooooo. Guess what just happened to me again. Fcking again.I started talking to this guy and we hung out a couple of times and guess what he just told me..

He has a ex gf that he talked to yesterday that has a boyfriend. But they both said there still in love with each other but she isn’t breaking up with her boyfriend. So he thinks we can just be friends and that’s it. Are you fcking kidding me?

That’s just situation #1.

– The relationship before that I was talking to this girl and everything was cool and fine until… She told me that she was still in love with her ex. & she chose her over me. That all ended very soon.

That’s situation #2

– Another time, I started hanging out and talking to this guy. He said I wanted to be with him and I wanted the same but yet everyday he would post pictures of his ex gf but he said the pictures didn’t mean anything.

Well guess what…

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Can’t help but wait & wonder…

Every single day I wonder why I do the things I do for certain people. I can’t help but to forgive and forget.

I go out the way to make sure that their day is going as good as it possibly could. But there’s one person that I would do anything for.

I enjoy spoiling & making people feel good. That’s the way I am.

People always ask me why I stick around for people that hurt me. Because it’s the only way I know how to be. FORGIVING.

People always go why would you wait for someone, because I know that everybody can change.

Everybody makes mistakes.